dopey wrote: ] you guys dont even know half the tragedy of brad's death. part ] of that being it was his first hit of dope in 8 years. and ] part of it was that he had had a death sentence on him once, ] back in the early 90s, when he was a solid user and had come ] so far and done so much with his life since leaving all that ] behind. but i didnt come on here to bring some kind of downer, ] i just wanted to share grief with you guys who seem to have ] actually been his friend. ive known brad since 1984, hung out ] with him every weekend for 8 years in a park where all the ] stoner and punk kids use to hang. i want to share with you a ] poem brad wrote on the back of his algebra homework on the ] 10th of January 1986, which oddly enough, we buried him on the ] 1/10/2004. this poem was passed around a circle of 20 grown up ] park kids while the body was lowered into the grave. this poem ] is so brad(from backthen mind you) that we all began to wail ] and laugh at the same time. im sure the old folks were trippin ] on us, but i wouldnt have changed a thing, other than wishing ] they coulda shared the moment with us... Thanks for sharing this with us.. ] the force of time has no limit. time plays the ] ultimate part in our lives. time affects us at every moment. ] time cannot be stopped except by the end of time. the end of ] time will be when time's force wears thin, in some distant ] generation, and time slows and eventually stops. imagine time ] stopping and all past times converging on the same plane. that ] will be the ultimate end. ] the ultimate end will be like someone turning a ] television set off. it(everything) will all just suck into the ] giant vacuum of the space of nothing. all life & non-life will ] just dissolve, except for one ozzy osbourne record which will ] stand as a memorandum of our race...because...ozzy rules ] eternally...even beyond the ultimate end. :) ] as we drove out of the cemetery, my best friend(also an ] ex-park kid) put in some black sabbath and we sat back for the ] cold quiet ride back to the city. brad touched alot of folks ] here, but i truly feel like ive lost a brother. im glad you ] got to know him, whoever all you guys are, and whereever you ] are. I just put on Planet Caravan, and tried to do this in my own way. I'm glad I got a chance to know him too. I'm glad a piece of him was recorded here, and will never be lost. Even if its only a very small piece. Ozzy Rules Eternally |