jessica wrote: ] ] In the taxi to Richard's place, the conversation falls ] ] silent. He hasn't been tested in a couple of years, and ] ] he's reluctant to get a test now. He might very well be ] ] positive already. But as long as he doesn't know for ] ] sure, he can always hope that tonight is the night he ] ] gets the virus. Every date is potentially The One. ] ] Stepping out of the cab into the rain, I ask what he will ] ] do if he finds out one day that he has succeeded in being ] ] infected -- ending the fun of being a bug chaser. He ] ] stops, then says he might move on to being a gift giver: ] ] "If I know that he's negative and I'm fucking him, it ] ] sort of gets me off. I'm murdering him in a sense, ] ] killing him slowly, and that's sort of, as sick as it ] ] sounds, exciting to me." ] ] this article actually made me cry. what the hell is happening ] in this country? does this go on in other countries? i'm not ] one to suggest how other people should live their lives, but ] what's wrong with these people? besides the suicidal ] tendencies? why do they "get off" doing it to other people? this is almost as bad as the CANNIBALISM meme I posted a month ago. Almost, but not quite. RE: RollingStone.com: News: Bug Chasers |